Admire…like…miss….crush…share…love…
Wat is actuAlly the best meaning for those words?? Wat is it for?? Is it important n is it happen in our life… wat bout u efy?? Have experiece that kinds of feelings?? I think that everyone of us really experience this kinds of feelings..
Admire
Of course yes….especially base on his appearance n his attitude…if it is cute for me n reallly can attract me,then I’ll admire at him…but not for too long of course…especially when I’ve already have my own boyfrenzzz… n he is ok for me…wat kind if boy that can attract u efy??
Ermm…actually I like the guys that have dark skin n have noty appearance…no laki jambu…plizzz k...but I like de guy that reallly care of his own clean…n fragrance…eh…efy ske laki sakai kn?tnye ain…a’ah…agak laa..hehehe..but sometime i like the guy that is so proud….but sometime I like the guys that can olwez makes me laugh all the time….hahaha…depend on my mood laa..i hate stingy n greedy n selfish guys..hahaha
Like
Emmm…wat can make me like him?if he knows how to tackle me… not just being gentlemen laa…but if he knows how to stealll my heart..hehehe.. I like him when he olwez telling joke for me…n be wif me sometime… I mean spending his times wif me..lalalalalalala…. do u think dis will lead u to fall in love wif him..?? ermm not reallly…
Misss..
Hahaha… when I suddenly realize ded I miss the person that I like?? When he’s not around,I’ll feel sumtin different n keep thinking bout him…hak2...is it the way or first move to fall in love wif him?? Ermmm… I think so…maybe… but honestly… I always miss my frenzzz da most laaaa…..besides my family…if I do have a boyfrenz n we live far apart?i really love ded coz missing is beter then spending all the time wif him for me…less talk,less date much2 beter for me…let the feeling control me then feeling so bored..honestly…that is me when I’m in love… idun like to see my bf too much…
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crush
my god,I think I can detect dis when I get near to one guys that I know…then my hands or my legs keep shaking… I begin to act different in front of him…shy2…scared…yeah… I experienced this before…n there was one time when I’m de one who confess my feelings to him…a long time ago la..luckily..he’s also in love in me…so ok laa…but its not too long coz I dun think its really true love…yeah…we still like a kid at that time…n rite now?? I felt that…but I kept hiding it… n fight to ignore it…coz I’m scared it will bring trouble for me… n if someONE crush on u efy??? I’ll try my best juz wanna make him hate me… huhuhu…coz y?? wat bout if I can’t accept him…I rather make him hate me then rejected him juz like ded…but,actually I olwez do that.. I didn’t mean that.. I swear..its juz bcoz I can’t force myself to fall in love wif u…n if he is my frenz… he might lose me forever if he confess it to me.. I’ll live him…not coz I hate him or wat..its juz bcoz I dun wanna hurt him anymore… n for me by ded way I can make him forget about me…yeah.. I think ded is da best way…eventhough he might hurt coz of mme….sorry guys!!!
Share
Of coz sharing the feeling,problem.interest..
Love..
Love seem to be the most sweetest words in the worlds n for me it is the most hardest words to speak out..n its really hard to express it especially when someone ask me whether I love him or not… I really can’t say it untill I’m really sure that I really loves him…n I’ll never say it again n again…once its enough for me…n if he ask me?? I’ll suddenly get angry to him..hahaha…coz I think ded he doesn’t believe in me..so stupid.. eventhough I do have boyfren n he keep saying I love u so much efy… I really can’t reply it…that is me when I’m in relationship..love is not just a love for me…but it is about where the guys can show his responsible to me,protect me,understand me..that is the real action to show that he is really care bout me… n for him I’m so important to him…yeah,SHARING IS CARING N CARING IS LOVING,really understand that…but It cannot be shown juz only when he ask..efy mkn xlg?efy chat? Anybody can do it rite…but dis is when he always be there whenever the girls need him or wanna share something wif him..n when she is sick.come n taking care of her coz she really deserve that…hahaha…itz like korean drama…but,actually its not easy for me to find that kinds of guys…seriously,I juz experienced it once in my life..wif my 1st love…eventhough I knew he’s so noty n play around,but he really care of me without saying any sweeet words to me..he just express it from his action..n coz of ded.. I really love him at that time…he’s so different then the others…to build a love nest for me the most important element for me is RESPONSIBLE.yeah….everyone thinks that being honest,loyal n caring is the most important…but for my own perspective I think that from responsible..then I’ll sure the guys can be honest,loyal n caring to the girl..
Efy…wat will u do if suddenly if u find out that ur bf have another girl around him?
Honestly..i’ll let him go..everytime..i’m in a relationship..i keep telling my bf..if u have another girl in ur life..the juz go to her…but plz leave me…n forget everything bout me..let me go…n dun u ever try to turn back to me..even u had regret it… for me..i’ll do anything for him..i juz let him go as long as he’ll be hapy..then I’ll be fine…I won’t be too sad but I just feel that I’ve lot of weakness n that is the reason why he find another girl. I won’t blame him of coz…but I’ll blame myself especiallly when the girl is much beter then me…huehuehue…if the girl is bad then me…I’ll advice to him..not coz I’m jealous or wanna have him…but I just think bout his future n I’m scared that the girl dump n dump him one day??it hurt me so bad if he’s sad n dissapointed..huhue..efy caring x?? no laa…for me,... I always said to him lantak p la nk jd pa pown…who cares?? Hua…cruel rite…but I’ll always do anything as long as he’s hapy n safe…sometimes..i’ll be the most stupid person n blind when I wanna do something to him…I juz wanna prove to him that I love him…that’s all..but if he can’t see it or can’t feel it…then It will hurt me so bad…..i really hate when the guys think that ONLY SEX can prove the love.fuck that!! Love easy to get but true love?????
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